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Wednesday, October 4th, 2006
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Sunday, August 27th, 2006
8:46 pm	FOR NOW ON WHEN I UPDATE IT WILL BE FRIENDS ONLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Comment on this)
7:42 pm	I don't understand why people can't just leave my name out of thier mouths. I have basically fallen off the face of the earth but for some reason people seem to still have to keep the past going. I never said I was perfect and that I didn't do things that I shouldn't have but come on who hasn't. I'm not the person I was a year ago and have moved on. I am at a very diffrent place in my life and don't like revisiting the one I lived a year ago. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 25th, 2006
10:19 am	So next week we are moving into the new house. It seems like it has taken forever for allen to get out of school. we wanted to wait so he did'nt have to change schools. Im really excited I have all these projects planned for the house. Plus I will be spending the summer helping allen get ready for his first year of high school. Milly (our puppy) is growing up so fast. Everyday it seems like she is getting a little bigger. I am also getting bigger I can her moving all the time. We still havent picked out a name yet. other then that everything is the same and great. Im very excited for the year to come we have so much planned its exciting. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 23rd, 2006
4:02 pm	Even though everyone that matters knows I am having a girl!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 27th, 2006
12:33 pm	WE GOT A HOUSE!!! Josh, allen, and I should start taking over things sometime next week! after we get everything moved we want to have BQ. life is going to be alot better now, not that it was bad we had so many problems with the apartment. josh and I are trying to think of boy and girl names....any sugestions... One of the great things about this house is that we will be halfway between goshen and south bend.emily will be like 10 minutes away(by the way i really miss you life has been crazy) and joshs friends are like 15 or so. and the DR. and hospital are in south bend. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
2:03 pm	My belly is poppin. I love lo mein. Packing things. less then a week until my ultrasound to see what sex the baby is. things are pretty freaking good. (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 19th, 2006
11:55 pm	So last week Josh and I heard the babys heart beat for the first time. It was so cute how excited he got. Things are going good the morning sickness is starting to get better thank God. Friday I went to Muskegon with Emily. megan, and nicole. It was so much fun hanging out with kyle, tommie, and luke. Tommie was so drunk. It made for great entertainment for all us sober ladies. Spending time up there really made me miss last summber. I just missed the late night hang outs with kyle, luke, tommie, and roger. I was always so entertained and never stoped laughing. Saturday I woke up we all went out tp breakfast. then us girls headed home. later that night I had dinner with josh, megan and his mom that was nice. sunday not much happend just hung out with the brother. haha (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
7:22 pm	I Love This.. "You're like a fairytale..." she sais this, leaning her head against me, bracing me for what was to come...or perhaps bracing herself due to the exertion of the past conversations. She hadn,t changed a bit., though I wasn't expecting her too...this is how it went between the two of us. "I'd love for wonderful romantic thisngs to happen..I've daydreamed about them...I've daydreamed about you..but I have just had to deal with the fact that that's all it has ever been and thas's all it can ever be..."she said this quickly, in the responce to nothing. She gave me no time to ask why in the first place...maybe she was afraid of my question, and wanted to continue with her accusation in the same breath..no skip..no space..no time for rehearsal or refusal. the weight of her heas pressed against me, I was afraid she was going to fall through me. I was afraid i would evaporate into thin air of november, and become something less. My finger would wrap around weather veins, my toes twisting around power lines, and eyelids twining with space between the stars. she was waiting for a response, I gave her what I had; "I wish I was carved from wood..." Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 7th, 2006
8:59 am	AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH...... that's all I've got. (Comment on this)
Friday, February 3rd, 2006
7:34 pm	So I havent updated in awhile.. My life is amazing. I never thought I could be this happy. It took some getting use to. I have so much on my plat right and sometimes i feel like i am being spread really thin and this might be my breaking point but then I remember all the crap I have been through and that I am a strong person and can handel anything that is thrown my way. (Comment on this)
Monday, January 9th, 2006
5:37 am	My life is so great right now I did not know I could be this happy.. Current Mood: ecstatic (Comment on this)
Monday, December 26th, 2005
11:11 am	I really thought this Christmas was going to suck. But it ended up being one of the best I have ever had. It was so busy I did'nt sit down all day it felt like and I loved it. hosting Christmas was great. I am so happy right now. I am not worried about tomorrow. I love the fact that I am living each day as it comes to me. I am so thankful for what I have right now. For everything I gave up or lost something greater has come in its place. I feel like I there is a sence of family in the home I am making for my brothers. I am sorry for the way I went about letting things go but it was for the best. My life is so much better and I know yours is too. If anything was'nt it worth it. If everything didnt happen this way would we be sitting were we are right now. I am happy for you I can say that now and it makes me happy to know its the truth. maybe ten years from now we will see each other. we can smile and node like you do to people you think you might know. I feel so complete with so much of my life. Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Monday, December 19th, 2005
10:26 pm	JANUARY 1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year?: I don't think so. 2. Who kissed you at midnight?: Emily Sexton 3. Did it snow where you live?: YES. 5. Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop?: NOPE FEBRUARY 1. Who was your valentine?: Emily Hahaha 2. What did your valentine get you?: Umm I dont think we got each other anything but we got Kyle and Jermey something. 3. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class?: Yeah MARCH 1. Are you Irish?: I have no idea. I just know I'm really pale. 2. Did you wear green on St. Patty's Day?: Nope 3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day?: Prolly drank. APRIL 1. Do you like the rain?: Yes 2. Did you play an April Fool's joke on anyone this year?: umm not that I can remember 3. Did you get tons of candy on Easter?: Not really MAY 1. What's your favorite kind of flower?: Sun Flowers or well I would rather have taco bell. 2. Do you like the spring? yeah 3. Finish the phrase: "April showers bring...": may flowers 4. What would you think of as a spring color?: anything pastel. JUNE 1. What year did you graduate from school?: I finished in October of 02 but walked in June 03 2. Did you go on any vacations last June?: I was prolly in Muskegon.. JULY 1. What did you do on the 4th of july? Watched fireer works I think Im not sure. 2. Did you go on any vacations during this month?: not that I remember AUGUST 1. Did you do anything special to end off your summer?: Yeah got ride of dead weight. 2. What was your favorite summer memory of '05?: Hanging out in Muskegon. 3. Did you go swimming a lot in the summer?: A few times. 4. Did you go to the beach a lot?: A couple of times. SEPTEMBER 1. Did you attend school/college in '05?: NOPE 2. Who is/was your favorite teacher?: 3. Did you like fall better than summer?: I don't know OCTOBER 1. What was your favorite halloween costume ever?: I was a jenie once my mom made it. 2. What's your favorite candy?: SOUR PATCH KIDS 3. What did you dress up like this year? A cat NOVEMBER 1. Whose house did you go to for Thanksgiving?: I stayed in a hotel in lexington Kentucky 2. Do you like stuffing?: yes 3. What are you thankful for?: My brothers, my friends, the lessons I learned. DECEMBER 1. Do you celebrate Christmas?: yes 2. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe?: no :( 3. What do you want this year for christmas?: For my brother to enjoy thier Christmas. 4. What's the best present you ever got for christmas?: Time with the people that I love. 5. Do you like cold weather?: Yeah 6. How would you rate your year on a scale of 1-10?: ummm well It has been about every number but right now I would give it like an 8.7. I am just waiting to see where my brother daniel is going to be placed and if hes placed with me it will be a 9.8,.. theres always room for improvement. Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 14th, 2005
8:04 pm	I am so sick of being sick! The one thing I really want for Christmas no one can give me. Current Mood: sick (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 6th, 2005
10:10 pm	Life is so good right now!! I couldnt ask for much more then this... I feel like im the luckiest girl ever, I feel like I am holding the world in my hands. It's nice to have people in my life that care as much as I do, who don't lie, are dependable, think about things, can talk about more then the scene ot hardcore, that love me for who I am, and want to be there for me no matter what. In all that I felt I lost I have gained 10 times more. I have learned so much the past months. My life has changed so much. I am excited for the year to come and what it will bring. I have realized that is stupid to plan so far ahead and that you should live everyday as it is your last because you never know when things will change and wont end like you planned. "its not the words of your enemies but the silence of your friends that you will remember." Current Mood: loved (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 4th, 2005
8:47 pm	Chicago was amazing I had so much fun!!! I am pretty sure we are going back next weekend. For Pictures go here http://www.livejournal.com/users/im_fine_today/76269.html?#cutid1 well I will write about the whole trip later. Current Mood: loved (Comment on this)
Friday, December 2nd, 2005
3:47 pm	CHICAGO!!! Road trips with Emily are the best! Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
12:41 am	Andrew: There's a handful of normal kid things I kind of missed. Sam: There's a handful of normal kid things I kinda wish I could miss. Andrew: You know that point in your life when you realize the house you grew up in isn't really your home any more. All of a sudden, even though you have some place where you put your shit that idea of home is gone. Sam: I still feel at home in my house. Andrew: You'll see one day when you move out. Just sorta happens one day and it's gone. You feel like you can never get it back. It's like you feel homesick for a place that doesn't even exist. Maybe it's like this rite of passage, you know? You won't ever have that feeling again until you create a new idea of home for yourself. You know, for ..You're your kids. For the family you start. It's like a cycle or something. I don't know. But I miss the idea of it, you know? Maybe that's all family really is. A group of people that miss the same imaginary place. (Comment on this)
Monday, November 28th, 2005
8:29 pm	I am really excited about this weekend! Chicago will be great I can't wait to go shopping with emily. I am really excited to see Cameron I havent seen him is forever. Thanksgiving was amazing I had a blast hanging out with my family never a dull moment. I think this is one of the scarest things to happen to me... I just want to know right now. so I don't have to worry and I can deal with everything. Current Mood: nauseated (Comment on this)